Have just spent some time reading older posts, some of which I've read in the past but those memories have long faded.

Perhaps every tragedy begin in good spirit. All things rise and fall, as must our emotions. 

yet if undulation is the pattern of life, why do we strive for eternal homeostasis - stillness - that vertical line.

that vertical line is death. asystole. life pulsates full of love and grief. to feel is to be human.

I must embrace all, even if i may not be strong enough.

acceptance.